Cliff

I met a boy a very good boy and I loved Him even if I know it was bad to happend when I saw him and felt... something I was sure that I don't want to taste this becouse I don't want to lose this , so I tried very hard to not be introduced...but  however,I found out to be too weak for this feeling especially when it turn out that he is everything that I ever wanted and I give in so badly. One day He asked me " have you ever seen how is burning wood discarded by sea? " and I say " no , never.." he smiled and put some branches and he just build a fire it was amazing salt from the sea was burning in blue It was my best night ever we were siting all night and talking about everything .
 I did not think that someone with such a beautiful face can be even more beautiful inside.I didn't told you back but I truly love you too B******. 

 

Hey guess what !?

at least

summershit

SO cool :D

lost

I am afraid to lose myself.

Nightmares

A few days ago nightmares began to hunt me every single night the same things it was well until I found out what is that mean and I'm deadly scared now . The dream is about my deceased from several years
Great-grandmother . Place of a nightmare is my grandmother house al;l famili is in the house and we are waiting for resurrection of the great-grandmother . By all dream I feel like we are doing something wrong  something forbidden I feel anxiety but the desire to raise  her is stronger . In that dream is darkly I can hear the sounds of the storm very strong gale and strong rhythmic rain . Despite the fact that I look forward to her eagerly I am scared of her coming . The first day of the first dream when for the first time she resurrected she was trembling from the cold she was sitting on a sofa in the kitchen like she use to she was wearing her ordinary suit she was trembling from the cold we put thick blankets on her she was smiling with eyes closed i hug her hard and then I asked her " How is ther Grandma ? " she could not say anything and she only said  that " HE only said he wants to change the world modernize it..". I retread to tell it others then she grabbed me by my shoulders and I saw a huge man he was standing back to me infront of him I saw a world  with
huge gloomy buildings above them stretched the endless sea of lava .Then HE turned to me His profile and I saw His baleful  smile on his face then  suddenly across the buildings passed some kind of shiver and buildings have changed in a higher and more sinister. Monstrous image dissolve like mist and I was back  in my grandmother house . Another dreams are equally frightening. 

Let me sleep

Have you ever been so mad that you want to... Well I was